Today I feel…
sad. confused. a bit hopeless. contemplative. lonely. restful. slow. not hungry. starving. thirsty. wonder.
Today I think…
love is confusing. love is hard. dreams are scary. the path is long. questions don’t have answers. work is mundane. the past is the past. the future is uncertain. family is never close enough. friends are incredible. friends come and go. love hurts. opposites attract. opposites fight the most. God isn’t near enough. Coffee is addicting, but not more than cigarettes. Reading is a discipline. I’m scared to be alone. I don’t trust that God gives good things to good servants. I am hoping for more hope. I love misison’s. I’m scared of being overseas.
Today I know…
I want security. I want to radiate. I want a family. I want love. I want good memories. I want to laugh all of my laughter. I want to cry all of my tears. I want to encourage. I want to be in love. I want to change the world. I want to smile. I want to hug. I want to dream. I want to learn.
